Coffee Chat: What I Wish I Knew Before Getting Pregnant

I learned a lot about myself through this pregnancy journey. I learned a lot about my own body through being pregnant. My husband and I learned a lot about insurance and finances. We have done a whole lotta learning these past 9 months and there's a lot I wish I had known before we got pregnant. I'm going to be really honest in this post and a little vulnerable with what I share. So let's pretend we're talking over coffee and that I'm not a total stranger. 

Finances:

Babies are expensive, y'all. Any seasoned mom will tell you this without batting an eyelash. I'm so thankful we had a savings stash before getting pregnant. Granted, most of it went towards our house we bought this summer, but it was still there and we had some leftover after the downpayment and initial upgrades to our home. 

What I didn't know was that we would not only have to pay for our doctors visits, but our doctors office would also require money up front for the delivery. Say what?! This is a pretty standard practice. Ask a lot of questions before paying anything though. As long as you are nice, your doctors office will be more than happy to explain and walk you through everything. 

Then, I learned that the hospital would also want money up front before delivery. Like, a lot of money. Because our insurance had just started over in September and we hadn't payed ANYTHING toward the deductible, the hospital wanted the entire deductible plus 20%. That's a whole lotta money, y'all! Again, don't be shy about asking questions. The woman I spoke with in financing with the hospital was super nice and incredibly helpful, and didn't mind explaining things to me several times. 

What we'll be doing differently next time:

Researching our insurance options, and recognizing that while it's convenient, our employer insurance may not be the best one for us anymore. 

Calling the hospital as soon as we find out we are pregnant and pre-registering earlier so we aren't hit with a big bill toward the end of pregnancy when things are already stressful. 

Emotions

My emotions didn't spiral out of control until the last month of pregnancy. I found myself crying constantly, and over silly things, like running out of chips that I wanted to eat with a hot dog. I got seriously mad at my husband one night because he put his cold feet on me in bed. And then I cried for quite a while because I felt horrible for snapping at him.

Tommy is so patient with me and I am so thankful for it. Let's be real; nobody wants to be around you when you're a grouch. But my wonderful husband has patiently stood by my side and talked me through my rollercoaster of emotions. He gently points out when a reaction I have to something isn't normal and is probably related to raging hormones.

How I'm coping now:
I make sure I am self aware of my emotions and I apologize to my husband when I've said something in anger. I try my best to be aware of when I should be rightfully upset and when I should let things roll off my back. It's difficult when I'm so sensitive to everything, but a good practice. 

Body Changes

Your body does NOT stay the same while pregnant. I knew I would experience a lot of changes, but outside of a growing belly I didn't think much about what those changes would look like. Things like weight gain, adult acne, hair, and yes, bodily fluids were all quite surprising for me. Being pregnant made me realize just how amazing my body is, but it also made me realize that I need to take care of my body for more than just myself. 

I'm going to be vulnerable right here. I have gained 40 pounds so far in this pregnancy. I know the normal weight gain is anywhere between 35-50 pounds, so I know I'm within the normal range. But let's be real that in this day and age everything is about looking your best postpartum. Well, the reality is that I gained a lot of weight and I know it's not going to just drop off as soon as this baby is evicted. I still have two weeks to go. That's two weeks of baby boy growing and that's two weeks of probably more weight gain. 

I'm a little nervous about fitting back into my pre-pregnancy clothes. I'm worried about what I will look like. BUT my body just made a HUMAN! Like, what?! That's amazing. And I'm sure that my body image won't be at the forefront of my mind when I'm holding that tiny blessing in my arms those first few weeks. 

What I'll change next time:

I'll probably try to reign in the sugar cravings, but in all honestly I'm happy with my body and proud of all the hard work it's been doing! 

For all my mommy friends and pregnant friends, what are some thing you wish you had known before getting pregnant or having kids? I'd love for you to share with me!

Until next time, xoxo

Baby Nursery

I spent so much time browsing Pinterest looking for the perfect nursery theme for baby boy. Even before we knew what we were having I was gathering ideas for what his or her room would look like.

Once we found out we were having a boy, hubs and I sat down together to look at nursery ideas and decide on a theme together. His grandparents graciously offered to purchase nursery furniture for us, so we started there. We settled on gray furniture that we could use with baby number two when the time came.

This was where hubs and I were a house divided. He wanted a superhero themed room and I wanted an elephant themed room. We compromised and painted his room bright colors to eventually go with a superhero theme and I registered for all things elephants for when he's still tiny.

We hit up Lowe's and bought a bright blue and bright yellow paint and got right to work painting baby's room. We thought the two colors would be a lot of fun and add character to his nursery. To pull the room together we added white trim all around the room. Picking out the trim and putting it up took the longest. We kept putting it off because we couldn't find a style that wouldn't break the bank.

We finally found a plain white style that was relatively cheap, and it pulled the whole room together and made it really look complete.

After all that it was just a matter of organization and hanging decorations. We still have a couple of pieces to hang, but besides that his room is totally ready for his arrival. He'll be spending his first few weeks home in our room, so even if we need to make changes to his room it won't be like he was really using it anyways.

I really had to learn to let go of some control when it came to organizing his room. I needed to realize that I wasn't the only one who would be using it and it needed to work for both me and my husband. The space is super tiny so we were really limited on how we could arrange the room. For me, it was important that the glider be able to move freely for late night feedings. For hubs, it was creating as much space as possible while still having access to everything we needed.

I'm so happy with how the nursery turned out. It's completely perfect for little man and he'll continue to grow into it as the years go on.

My Favorite Part of Pregnancy

I seriously loved being pregnant. From first finding out and seeing those pink lines on the pregnancy test to struggling to push myself out of the couch with my huge belly. There is something so special about feeling your little one growing inside of you every day.

I'm in this phase of life where it seems as though everyone I know is either pregnant, or just gave birth to a little one. And I love hearing about everyone's pregnancy, because we all experienced something different.

I am very thankful that our pregnancy was low risk and we were just able to enjoy seeing my belly grow each week. It was also SUCH an easy pregnancy, I'll be excited to go through it again with baby number 2! (but not for while!)

My first trimester was probably the most difficult part of my entire pregnancy. I would feel fantastic all day, until around 5, and then I would get incredibly nauseous. I hated eating dinner because I felt so sick to my stomach. Meat grossed me out, and still does. I'm hoping that will end when baby is finally born. I only got sick once though, and it was after a flight and long car ride, so it could have been attributed to motion sickness. Once I hit the second trimester I was feeling great. School was out for summer too, so that could have had something to do with it.

I feel as though I didn't really POP until around 34 weeks. That was when I noticed my belly was getting in the way of literally everything and I was having a harder and harder time maneuvering around my classroom and house.

Now, at almost 38 weeks, everything feels incredibly difficult. My students giggle as I scoot around in my rolling chair while they work, but my feet are just SO sore. I'm still enjoying being pregnant, but the excitement of meeting our son is overwhelming.

The BEST part of being pregnant (in my opinion) has been developing a bond with my son in the womb. I love laying on the couch and "playing" with him: as he pushes his tiny feet out, I like to push back with my fingers. I'll talk to him whenever I gently push on his feet and I like to think he recognizes my touch as well as my voice. I will definitely miss those moments when it was just me and him when he's born.

Also, those crazy looking baby faces are from our 4D ultrasound! Such a fun experience. If you're able to get one of these done, I would highly suggest doing it! It was definitely worth the money!

Until next time, xoxo.

Preparing for Baby

This past year has been a whirlwind. So many changes have happened in the Parker household; we bought our first house and are expecting our first child next month!

Since finding out we were expecting in March life suddenly seems to be flying by so quickly. We are 2 weeks out from my due date and I'm wishing time would slow down just a little. My pregnancy has been wonderful and I've loved all the changes happening to my body. It's seriously amazing! I also find myself freaking out a little at the thought of giving birth and bringing baby home. I've been in full on nesting mode trying to make sure we have everything we need for baby.

Today we packed the diaper bag for the hospital and tomorrow I'll work on my hospital bag.

Here is what we're taking to the hospital for baby:

1. Going home outfit

2. Receiving blanket

3. Soft blanket from my mom

4. One long sleeve onesie

5. One Swaddle Me Swaddle

6. Pacifier

7. Baby book

I'm trying not to go overboard with taking things for baby. The hospital will provide most everything he will need for his first hours of life.

I'm a little more conflicted with what I need to pack in my own bag. Thankfully, we live less than five minutes from the hospital, so if I forget something that I REALLY need my sweet hubby can run home and grab it for me.

Our nursery is all set for baby (pictures coming soon!) and we even rearranged some furniture in our bedroom to make room for the pack n' play where baby will sleep his first few weeks home.

Do you remember that scene at the beginning of Finding Nemo when Marlin's wife is ecstatic over her eggs hatching? That's what it's like in our house every day. The reality of motherhood is slowly sinking in and in a little over two weeks hubs and I will actually be parents! I get excited and remind hubs constantly of this, just in case he has somehow forgotten.

Until next time, xoxo.